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SM Sarawak Expedition webby
Aidil
AinR
AishahNP
Amalina
Annisa
Ariff
Amira
Ayul
Ayuni
Basirah
Bit
Dhaniyah CCSS
Feeza
Hafiz
Hairul CA
Hazimah
Haziqah CCSS
Iqmalia
Joseph
Khalis
Khairul
Kamarul
Liyana
Lydia CA
Nadrah
Nurul
Qai
Raudah
RSM NCC
Sarah
Samirah
Seri
Shima
Shu Hui
Sufi
Syaz
Syidah CCSS
Yati
Yra
Zahira
Zul
Wednesday, December 15, 2010, 4:21 AM
Am dissapointed today its been such a crappy dayBad climbing day everything feels so hard today
Every move feels like im forcing it
There was no strength no flow in what i was doing
It was all such a waste i hope this thursday
Wont be the same as today...
Anyway i cant sleep now makes me feel even more like crap
After i found out about something
Reminds me of why i should never ever open up
Im thankful i havent but this feeling right now
Sucks and weirdly it hurts
I thought i was numb by now
But i guess feelings, pain and emotion are here to stay
Dissapointment lingers over me i wonder if i will get over
This gut wrenching feeling anytime soon
Guess hope still surprises and overwhelms me yet again
I knew happiness and joy would never last for me
But i still fell for the same trap over and over again
When will this vicious cycle end ?
Id say if only god know but i stopped believing already
My life is still a wreck and it wont be changing anytime soon
Ah great its already 4:35am i got 20 mins more to sleep
Great way to start your day asshole...