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    Monday, April 27, 2009, 12:41 AM

    since the beginning of this year,
    theres been so many changes in my life.
    the challenges ive faced
    has finally broken me down.

    i am not who i use to be anymore.
    i will never be that person anymore.
    i am no longer able to smile and be happy anymore.
    im finally giving up on things.

    every single thing in my life.
    i know i can no longer motivate myself.
    i know that i have lost my self-esteem that i used to have.
    i can no longer lie to myself that everything will be fine or alright.

    my world since the beginning of this year is collapsing around me.
    no matter how hard i try to hold it up.
    its crumbling and finally there is nothing left.
    i really dont know what to do anymore.

    i will never be able to be happy anymore.
    and this time nothing can bring it back.
    i just hope that i can go into ns faster.
    coze only then will all this things not matter.

    until then dont expect me to put up a smile anymore.