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Monday, April 27, 2009, 12:41 AM
since the beginning of this year,theres been so many changes in my life. the challenges ive faced has finally broken me down. i am not who i use to be anymore. i will never be that person anymore. i am no longer able to smile and be happy anymore. im finally giving up on things. every single thing in my life. i know i can no longer motivate myself. i know that i have lost my self-esteem that i used to have. i can no longer lie to myself that everything will be fine or alright. my world since the beginning of this year is collapsing around me. no matter how hard i try to hold it up. its crumbling and finally there is nothing left. i really dont know what to do anymore. i will never be able to be happy anymore. and this time nothing can bring it back. i just hope that i can go into ns faster. coze only then will all this things not matter. until then dont expect me to put up a smile anymore. |