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    Thursday, January 22, 2009, 11:41 AM

    i contemplated on whether i should write this post.
    but i guess i have to sooner or later
    well things at school are getting lighter.
    although there is a hint of pain and burden

    that lingers on my shoulder.
    well thx to the guys they introduced.
    me to my eye candy.
    right now u think everything is gonna be fine.

    thats where ur wrong.
    i just cant find a way to talk to her.
    its so hard for me to find something to talk to her.
    i feel bad that i cant talk on the same level as her.

    anyway i was kinda surprised yesterday.
    during lunch she said something that made me keep.
    myself quiet and not say a word.
    later that night.

    i was kinda taken a back by what she said.
    on the phone.
    it made me think back..
    am i good enough ?

    just then she was saying how good looking my friends.
    all were etc etc ..blah blah.
    then taddaaa...someone dropped her a miss call.
    and i was like. wow...

    i thought that someone was suppose to be helping me.
    but instead his calling her at night..
    erm i dont doubt his motive.
    but i dont know, that person outshines me in every single expect.

    it didnt feel right.
    i fell asleep waiting for her call or msg.
    but it didnt came.
    sleeping with the light on it was a first.

    i wonder what was my friend's motive ?
    i ponder really badly.
    and i wonder if im really good enough for.
    the last drop of hope for changing.

    is slowly slipping.
    maybe i should give up while things are good.
    maybe bad things are just meant for me.
    i dont know..i just need someone to help me up.

    and all this isnt helping much...


    why am i so dissapointed with my slightest failures ?